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| LOOK IM POSTING, IM POSTING!!!!!!
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| so here i am, in indiana, in a hotel room. i drove all day from CT and
now im only one hour from Chicago... and i did it all with only 4 hours
of sleep. i went to the "clay bar" for dinner and had a jack and coke
with a burger. it was petty good. and on an awkward note i think the
people in the room next to me are "getting it on" and they are not
being quiet about it... ... ANYWAY! so i
waited all summer to buy the new Fall Out Boy cd and i went yesterday
to pick it up from best buy. they had a said for the spacific cd i was
looking for for $9.99!!! i fliped out.. it was a perfect day and i
saved the cd for my drive this morning. at 5:05am easter time i opend
my new FOB cd and i listend to it almost all day. you guys have no clue
how much i love thier music. i have to get up at 8am tomorrow so i can
head out to Chicago and move in. so im gunna head out...LEAVE ME
MESSAGE!!!
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| so i know its been a long time and a lot has happend and i know im gunna miss much of it but oh well.
first off.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRLS IN CLORADO CARA AND KIM! AND TO THERE SISTER MEL WHOS BIRTHDAY IS A DAY AFTER MINE.
yes my birthday is in 2 days and im pumped for it. so we all know how
my old comp died on me... well i got a new one for my birthday, only
cuz it would have cost more to fix the old one than get a new one. dell
has such good deals. and on another happy note bought a cd player for
my car. now anyone who has ridden in my car knows how much it sucked to
have a portable cd player in there.
so i will be leaving CT for North Park i think on the 24th. and i will
be there the 25th. i cant tell you how excited i am to see everyone and
to also be 21 in Chicago... i can have some fun with my new rights.
ok well have fun and leave me some good messages!!
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| so things at home arnt goingso well, and im kinda worried about this coming fall....but who knows what will happen...i dont even know anymore.... im just so F***ing tired of my family giving my shit and friends who trun their backs.... im about ready to just give up. i hate CT with a passion and cant stand living here much longer... i really have no clue where im going in life anymore and i dont just wanna waste time thinking about it.... i just want to do something that i like.... maybe i should just become a skateboarding bum in CA or something... i have also spent a good deal of money on computer stuff for my family and no one seems to give two shits about it.... "Rob got our internet back......woopy..." i just feel so unapriciated (sp?) im tired of this crappy house i live in that no one does anything to keep it up but my grandfather and i.... im just sick of it all in general... i need a vacation on the road for a whole year... just do what i want, when i want, where i want... freedom to be me... i feel like i havent been able to have that in a while... haha my family would shit themselves if i did something like that... they would literaly kill me... im busy and bored all the time and always inbetween 2 or more problems... 2 more months in this place and then i dont even know if i will be able to leave and go to school... now dont think im scuicidel or anything cuz im not but i have been thinking maybe my time on earth is running out and thats why i cant decide on what i really want for my life... it was just a thought... like the first person at Columbine to be killed, she wrote in her journel that she didnt expect to live though the next year... and look what happend.... whatever thats a sad subject... i was just digging deeper on a thought i had...nothing more... i just crave more out of my life and the only dream i have that i can see myself doing for the rest of my life is being in a band... but than again.... we all know how wonderful i am at singing ---> www.6feettogo.com  well im not that good to save you the trouble of listening.... and my talent on a guitar or bass is about the same as my vocals.... dog's shit smells better than i can sing/play music.... ok well im going to bed so i can wake up for another wonderful day of work.... | | |
| so i just had the best week in CO ever with Cara and her family. now
that i have returned to CT some things are changing. my mom is opening
all my mail now... that kinda pisses me ok... along with it i got a
letter telling me that becuze i suck at school i have lost my state and
federal finacial aid... so my happy ass has no way to pay for school
unless i write a letter to the director of financial aid telling her
why i suck at school and she MIGHT reinstate my financial aid... so if
you guys could pry that i would get reinstated otherwise i wont be at
school in the fall. im really scared i wont be able to go to school in
the fall and its not helping when my entire family gives me the 3rd
degree. they give me so much crap and yell at me all the time cuz no
one thinks im responsible enough to even drive a flippin car....they
want me to take a year off and work in CT, but that will NEVER
HAPPEN... if i dont get to go back to school im moving to Chicago and
finding a facroty job or something. i hate CT so much you have no clue.
i also just spent a but load of money on wierless internet system that
my mom claims she will pay me back for half... lets just say im not
holding my breath... and i just payed for a new CD/drive for my comp as
well.. and that coasts one arm and two leggs. im on my last limb
people... ok well im gunna go try and find something constructive to
do....
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